Most people get surprised how ‘dark and disturbed’ my mind is. I don’t hide it at all. The problem is I am super perky when healthy. I am naturally a smiling ray of sunshine. I talk about all of my likes and people seem to really only hear the sunshine rosy parts. It is weird. Friends I have known for years will randomly finally pay attention to what I am saying or find something in my apartment that they look at me weird. I love reading about cannibals. Especially ones that don’t kill anyone they just take a person who died and eat them. I have a book about the history of cannibals. People look at me weird when ever they see it. If you pay attention you would know from what I talk about that I find them interesting. I also make a lot of cannibal jokes. I shouldn’t, but I do. When ever anyone says that I have nice white skin I say ‘Thanks, I bath in the unborn’s blood.’ I am weird. I don’t know why it is my go to other than I find the blood countess interesting. I don’t hide my weird. It is confusing to me why people don’t pick up that I am that person who loves true crime and likes weird history.