I was telling someone I know about the whole bus driver trying to kick me off the bus thing. She was in a similar situation and I told her to never be ashamed of crying. I then told her the story. She looked blankly at me and said ‘ you did that?’. Damn right, I did that! I get aggressive and there is nothing scarier than a mentally ill person who knows they have the law on their side. I don’t avoid conflict. I will have a panic attack at you if you mistreat me.