I am not concerned by my hallucinations, as it has happened my whole life randomly, what concerns me is I thought it was normal. No one seems concerned by it though. They think it is odd, but don’t think it is anything to worry about. Bitch I thought seeing things is normal. There is something wrong! I thought it was normal because a lot of the anxiety I had as a child my mother had. She knew it wasn’t the usual and knew it wasn’t abnormal either. Mental health disease runs in her family. I am still learning that things aren’t normal or aren’t usual anxiety issues as I keep learning about mental health. There is also the issue of me not thinking the usual. I know my brain works differently. I also know I have mental health issues. I some times can’t tell if it is a mental health thing or a weird Jenny thing.


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