People keep telling me I am looking good. You don’t have to lie to me. I am not looking good. My skin is dry and blochy. I have gained 60lbs since October. I am too exhausted to colour my hair so I have gross white re-grown. I cry so much that when my mom came to visit she asked me how I got the black eyes. I buy my kleenex at Costco because I need the savings and I go through that much. I am always sweating because my body hates being out of my house. I guess I am looking good compared to all that and snot and tears pouring down my face, which let’s face it is not a rare occurrence. I know people are trying to be nice when they see me out but there is no point if I know you are lying.