I went to my cousin’s house for his wife’s birthday. I had gone out shopping and came home for a nap then went there. It was just too much. I had to go home early. Today I really wanted to go over again. I got all ready and once I was set I started to cry for no reason. I really want to be there but I just can’t. It is not pleasant. I just want to be free to do as a please. Is that too much to ask? Just doing daily chores is so hard most of the time. Thank goodness I have fur babies to keep me company and give me constant loving.